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21/3 - Friends

2009-03-21T07:05:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,

It has been a year since I left all my friends...

MY TRUE FRIENDS!

I still remember how we broke into tears at the airport.. Hugged farewell.. Neither of us knows when we will meet again.. Years later, I may not even remember their faces, but I will always remember that, they were the ones who were there. BFF! <3

Love,

Leon :]

Must miss me leh!! Cos I will miss you all!
Jia you for your AL and poly k? Take care! :D

Update

2008-09-28T06:11:00.000-07:00

Update Update! XD

Argh.. I'm so fking bored!

School have started 5 weeks already..

I guess i'm slowly adapting..

At least i'm not alone during morning, breaks and lunch!

There are like so many things, i wanna say about the school..

From the school bus's fking irritating kids to my academic to SPL..

I'm not coping well with my Chinese Literature.. T.T
So Much content is about history of China..
Which i have no idea at all..
Wanted to give up..
But the teacher kept asking Vanessa and me not to change..
Sigh..

Economics.. My results will probably be the last in class..
Since i dont have any economics background at all..
Others did Economics in GCSE before..
I dont wanna be the last..
Gotta put in extra effort for Econs.. Add oil ar, Leon!

Halloween in Ocean Park..
Sobs.. ='[
The privilege ticket cost like 400 bucks..
13 of my friends are going..
I couldnt afford this sum ( i dont think it is worth it)
Paying 400 for just a few hours of joy?
I rather buy a pair of new shoes and stop wearing my stupid converse! =[
I kinda felt left out..
But its okay.... I guess...

Sports and Leisure
Cross country and Tennis!
I was wearing my converse and run/walk for my cross country in some mountain areas.. The path is so narrow.. If you slip, you will just fall down the mountain.. n say BYE to the world..
But the cross country was quite fun actually.. Eugene, Lewis, Carmen, Jasmine and I were like walking together.. In the end, our timing were like 38min? LoL! Thats good! At least we didnt get into the finals! XP
Tennis is better than what i thought.. But we kinda spent more time on picking up balls than actual playing.. Hahas.. I'm so NOOB! But who cares? XP

Maths test
Gosh.. I'm so upset..

Kissing Sweet Sixteen Goodbye in 13 days later..
I have not celebrated birthday in HK for 11 years..
How will it be?
I guess no one is gonna know my birthday in this new school..
So i kinda expecting a disappointing birthday!
Argh.. i dont know.. T.T

淡了............

2 weeks of school

2008-09-07T00:17:00.000-07:00

I've finally endured 2 weeks of school life!

Everthing is going "fine". Yea, I guess.

Or is it just the start of another nightmare?

I dont know..

There are some things i really detest about the school.

They are...

1. CreativityActionService! DRIVES ME REALLY MAD!

Perform in front of the whole school? NO WAY!

2. A1 English literature. Definition of literature? Paradox? Personification? Prose? Definition of novel? Metaphor? Metaphysical conceits? Hyperbole? Imparatives? WTH are those things? 12 world literature texts to read?

Spare me from this torment please..

3. A2 Chinese literature. I kinda regretted choosing this subject. My Chinese isnt that great. Another pile of Literature texts to read.. Sobs.. T.T

4. I hate my maths teacher! He is stupid! He dont even know how to solve simple sums( even with a graphic calculator). I solved it that sum with a normal calculator n he seems very unsatisfied. He is just jealous that i am better than him. =X Even Mr Quek is better than him! I think i can be his maths teacher! =/ If i fail my IB maths, i will blame him! >=[

5. My English teacher is so....... "dont roll your eyeballs at me!" .. " do i expect an apology for that?"..

6. 16th September, Swimming gala. Everyone from the house has to participate.

7. Leave me alone, Homework!

But, at least now i have a few friends in the school.

Went out on friday afternoon, my only "entertainment". I cut my hair!~ After that i met my family in tsim sha tsui for dinner in the evening.

Suddenly, I feel so bored. I dont know why too. What is life all about? =[

David Archuleta - Crush

2008-09-07T00:02:00.000-07:00

I changed my playlist.. it has 3 songs now..
One of them is Archie's Crush! I find this song really nice! =]

David Archuleta - Crush

I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Induction day

2008-08-25T05:40:00.000-07:00

I had my "Induction Day" today in the morning. My very first official school day in South Island School. I reluctantly woke up at 6.00a.m., start to prepare myself for school. My mum demandedme to leave the house at 6.40, when the school bus is only going to arrive at 6.55.. = = She insisted to tag along to ensure that i on board the correct school bus safely ( 好丟臉阿! 我又不是小學生! = =")..

The bus reached school at 7.30, but school starts at 8.00.. Then I stood at a corner of the IB centre, looking at those unfamiliar faces.. I seriously felt so uncomfortable and outcasted. All those students were like talking among themselves, while i'm so isolated. I hate it man! I miss my besties.. Recalling how it used to be.. Sigh..

We sat down for talks after talks.. It was really boring n dry.. I almost fell asleep.. T.T
At around 9:45, we were finally released to our own tutor groups, filling in those CAS forms.. STUPID CAS! We are supposed to complete 50 hours of Creativity(dance, drama, learning some other language, music, fashion show) , 50 hours of Action ( Sports), 50 hours of Service(volunteer work). I'm like so dead for CREATIVITY N ACTION! I'm neither a creativity person nor a sporty person. I'm so proud to tell everyone that i dont know how to play soccer! People go like "What the Hell!? *Speechless*"..

I followed Brian around today.. He is really a nice guy from my tutor group.. He brought me around the school during break n lunch.. Accompanied me the whole day, I really gotta thank him a lot man.. At least i didnt feel not that "odd one out".. I've gotta say the lunch is way better than HSC n Meridian!

We took a quiz later.. SIS pupils are really amazing.. They are damn smart! They can answer questions like....

"In which year is diet coke invented?"
"How many countries do the equator pass through?"
"Which country has the oldest flag?"
"Which capital is the nearest to the north?"
"If you travel west of Paris, which shore will you first reach?"
"Which country other than UK, doesnt have their countries' name printed on the stamp?"

Okay.. I couldn't answer even one out of those 50 qns? = =
I'm stupid! Singapore's education is really too rely on textbooks? Everyone just study the textbook and know nothing about the world outside.. Sigh..

We have like interhouse swimming trials on Thursday.. Damn.. I dont wanna swim, but everyone are required to participate in 2 EVENTS!

God bless me! T.T

Hope i can adapt to the new school soon..

and I wanna go out on mid autumn festival with....

School

2008-08-21T22:46:00.000-07:00

School started on Wednesday. However, its just a waste of time as they just bring the new students around the school. This year, there are 25 new students including myself. International schools are really "INTERNATIONAL", among the 25 students there are students from Mexico, US, UK, Canada, Vancouver, Australia, Korea, Japan, Singapore and some are transferred from famous local schools. The school is capacious! They have like 5 to 6 basketball courts, indoor swimming pool, rooftop cafe, rooftop soccer court, 8 storeys high? I guess i'll most probably find myself lost in the school in the first few weeks of school. =X

My tutor group is 12N2! Noble house! XP

There will be swimming gala in Sept and everyone must participate in at least one or two events. *Screams* D:

Typhoon swept HK today so we didnt have to attend school today! NO MORE TREASURE ISLAND INDUCTION DAY! WOOTS!! X]

同埋.. 好多謝你阿! 想不到你會肯為我而做出對你自己咁困難的事.. 好感動.. Hope we can enter university together! Hahas.. XD 不過唔好有太大壓力阿! 加油阿! =]

May history never repeat again pls..

深井

2008-08-11T10:21:00.000-07:00

FAMiLy OuTiNg On SatuRdAy tO CeLeBraTe My Mum n Auntie Fommy's Bday!

We went to 深井.. A place quite far from my home.. And its famous for roast goose.. =X
Somehow we took the wrong bus there.. =X We go like way past that place.. Heading towards the 屯門direction.. =X In the end we alighted at some stop n transfer a cab!

Somehow we missed Fei Lun Hai by 15min.. = = I heard from Uncle Zhang n Aunite Fanny that they came to the same restaurant as we were to eat Roast Goose.. N there are like quite many fans outside the Restaurant, screaming n yelling away.. DAMN IT! I MISS IT!
Its a 25 Ringgit coin ok? Real de! We found this in Unicef! ZOMG rare sight lo! There are other 1 dollar Ringgit coin which is damn big also. but not as huge as this.. =X

I had my durian soup here!~ Damn nice! =]

Act cool~ =X
The white(justice) n the black (evil)! =X
Act cute lo! =X
Stupid look! XD
Random shot!

Pillar n I!

Quadruple twist! X]

Kicks!

We're Crazy! LOLX!Saw Qing Ma Da Ciao on our wrong bus ride!
My beloved Roasted Goose! =X

Where'd I go?

I miss them so,

Seems like it's been forever,

That I've been gone.

happy birthday mum.

2008-08-08T10:22:00.000-07:00

Ytd (7th August) was my mum's bday! Woke up early in the morning n went to work.. Finally got my pay! =] After work, i went to eat dinner with family to celebrate my mum's birthday.. That Genki sushi isnt nice.. = = Others are like so much better.. n its very expensive.. I wanna pay for the dinner since its the first time i get my salary.. but my dad didnt allow n scold me.. T_T

HApPy BirTHdAy MuM!~

Somehow.. I really miss it.. =[ Why cant time just stop for a little longer at that moment?

Its small world afterall..

Coincidence

2008-08-05T10:33:00.000-07:00

Its typhoon signal no. 3 now.. The wind is seriously damn strong.. T_T

Would like to thank Flora for her little farewell gift! Really heartwarming.. I understand what you mean! =] Thanks a million! I'm really touched.. I wont forget the little promise we made.. =]

Not forgetting.. Congrats on Flora and Karen's results! You people are really great! =]

Received a quite unexpected call today.. Reminded me a lot of the past.. The sad n the happy ones...

Shocked by the unbelievable coincidence.. Is it really the truth? >.<

Book fair

2008-08-03T07:32:00.001-07:00

I'm back blogging after weeks! Sorry for being so inactive.. T_T I was kinda busy, but i have so much things to blog about..

*Flashbacks*

21st July

Went to Unicef to as usual with Milton n Flora.. During noon, we went to causeway bay for lunch! We ate that famous Squid ball seaweed noodle! So damn nice! After that we roamed around Causeway Bay, bought ice cream to eat! LOLX! We're like 3 stupid kids eating ice cream in the street.. 好"kai"阿! Hahas.. On our way back unicef, Flora bought us slushie! ZOMG so nice of her! =] A million thanks!

-Due to some complains, some photos have been deleted from post. -

I guess its the last time we gonna meet each other for this year.. I'm gonna miss you loads.. Really depressed that you're leaving us to study in U.S.. You're like my first friend in HK and how much you mean to me.. True Friendship lasts forever.. Must take care there~

22nd July

First day in Book fair.. Setting up the booth.. Really tired n torn as i was the only guy there..

I overslept in the mtr on my way home.. =[

But S$6/hour!! =/

23rd July

Woke up real early in the morning n went to fortress hill for Unicef Flag Day with Milton.. It was my first ever flag day experience, n its in HK! At first i couldnt buck up the courage to ask people to donate.. Then i told Milton to start first.. After 3 minutes or so, I was like "唔理咁多啦.. 樣衰就樣衰啦!".. Thats how i started my flag day operation! In the end, everything was quite smooth.. Kinda feel dejected when you see people purposely detoured their route to avoid us.. T_T But its okay.. I managed to sold quite a lot of flags( more than the experienced Milton! LOLX =X) Really Satisfied with my own performance! Good Job Leon! =]

After the flag day morning, I was really tired.. But i still gotta go to work in Book Fair in the afternoon( the first actual business day).. After lunch, Milton accompanied me to the Bookfair.. GOsh.. The crowd is like so overwhelming! T_T

Thank goodness i have the exhibitor pass, thus i can get into the book fair without queuing my way in..

Dinner.. The eating condition is really bad.. Gotta sit down on the floor at the side of the hall with that styrofoam box of rice.. If i were to singa song n play a guitar, people will start throwing money in my styrofoam box.. = = Was released at 10.30pm.. 6 more days to endure.. ='[

24th July

Working again! I hate my guy colleague! He is such a lazy ass! Wanna smack him!!

25th-26th July

I was really torn.. My feet had grown blisters.. Hurts so much when i walk or stand for long.. Got real bad scoldings..Worked from 10am to 12 midnight.. Really broken.. ='[

27th-28th July

Gotta stay strong.. To prove to YOU that i am capable of anything.. Never admit defeat to YOU.. I'm not weak, in fact i'm better than YOU!

29th July (Last day of work)

Everything finally came to an end.. I dont have to see that idiot guy's face anymore! NO MORE sale of DVD n VCD! I'm really sick of those riceboxes! *SCREAMS WITH JOY*

The staff said that i may be quite dumb at times when i work, but i really put my heart into everything i do.. (its a praise ok? ) =] Had dinner with all the staff n colleagues.. SO MUCH FOR MY HAPPY ENDING! =X

I'm waiting for my pay! *RAWRS*

Indeed, I've grown..

The Traffic In My Brain Is Driving Me Insane

unicef friends

2008-07-19T07:51:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.. Have been more than a week since i updated my blog? Many things happened.. Most of them are those emo stuffs.. But i shouldn't blog negative stuffs in my blog cos later Cheryl will scold me de! =X

I've been going to Unicef to do volunteer work most of the time.. Cos its currently the most enjoyable thing to do in my life! I'm no longer aiming for that gold award as i've achieved it already.. But tell you what... I'm still going to work there as usual because I've make some really great friends there and I really learn a lot of things there! =]

I've seen, touched, counted currencies of the world. Even countries like South Africa, Eygpt, Mexico, Canada, Switzerland, Germany, Kenya, Arab,etc. Isnt that a "WOW!"? Hahas.. I can now differentiate them without a hassle. Not forgetting counting thousands of 10cent n 20 cent coins!

And of course, what makes the whole process interesting is definitely the people there. Though there are some rather boastful and unfriendly people who only work just for the sake of the certificate of recognization. I'll just HECK care them! Hahas.. All I bother are my friends! =P

I feel so fortunate to be able to make such good friends. They are realy friendly and nice people! =] We'll like meet up at CWB Mtr Station there and take the tram to Unicef together! They always try to help me to improve my Cantonese, teaching me those current terms used by youngsters like " O咀", "屈機",etc. And some little simple tongue twisters like "一蚊一只雞,一蚊一只龜,你話雞貴定龜貴?" This one is like the simplest of all that i manage to say.. =X But I'm practicing hard! =]

We always have lots of fun there chit-chatting, cracking joke and crapping around. I always enjoy lunch together!

And how we tease Milton with that "二世祖" name. Hahas.. But we definitely know that he is not that kind of person.. He is like so nice to buy little snacks for us from Macau.. So sweet ya? =X In addition, he is even willing to accompany me to do Unicef Flag day next wednesday at 7.30am in the morning.. Where he have to wake up like 5.00am to travel from ShaTin(new territories) to Fortress Hill(HK island). So kind rite? XD

However, Flora is leaving HK next month to U.S. for a year of exchange programme.. Awww.. D:

We're all gonna miss her dearly.. But it is chance of a lifetime so must treasure this opportunity man! Though we may not know each other for a long time, i know you are a really GREAT friend of mine. Must take care! Stay in touch! Lets work in Unicef next year again! =]

The ornaments of a place are the friends who frequent it.

When it all falls apart

2008-07-19T01:03:00.000-07:00

When It All Falls Apart - The Veronicas

I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears, ashame)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is fed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is fed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
Another one ending once again

Everything is fed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do,
When it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up (out)
where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended

choco donut

2008-07-08T02:46:00.000-07:00

That Sour, Afflictive, Dreadful Chocolate Donut..

bankrupt

2008-06-30T10:01:00.000-07:00

Back here blogging.. ROAR!!

This week's overall rating : BAD!!

Sigh..

I received the school package on Saturday.. and Guess what?

I have to buy a macbook which cost like 9000+ hk dollar.. Its a compulsory thing as the school is using mac server.. DAMN IT!!

Then the school have a CAS Week which requires all students to go overseas to do community service.. COMPULSORY again.. I chose GuangDong as my 1st choice as it is the cheapest (HK$3000), my last choice is Tanzania (HK$20000).. T_T

n Here comes the school bus fare.. HK$6200a year.. I gotta take school bus to school as it is far from my house, up in the mountain..

THEN there is activity fees which cost up like another 1000bucks..

DAMN DAMN DAMN!!

IN ADDITION!!!

On sunday... I dropped my contact lenses in the street.. I mean it dropped out of my left eye.. T_T I couldnt find it back.. Sobs..

I'm like officially bankrupt now.. Gotta forget about shopping for school clothes! =[

Sigh...

In terms of emotions.. This week was bad for me too.. I was so naive, so stupid to believe in you.. It was never true.. Everything you said were just lies.. I was fooled.. But thankfully i woke up from your lie.. Though its painful, i wanna tell you that i dont need you at all.. Its the end..

Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you

untitled

2008-06-27T01:06:00.000-07:00

Artist: Simple Plan
Album: Still Not Getting Any...
Title: Untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

consulate

2008-06-24T06:08:00.000-07:00

Its 25th June.. I believe that most of you all are having mid years right? Good luck! =]

I'm gonna blog about the weeks's happenings..

Thursday (19/6/08)

Early in the morning, my dad n i went to the Singapore Consulate in HK to withdraw my Singapore PR.. Cos i've been receiving letters telling me to go army.. Yawnz.. =0= But i dont have to cut botak liaos.. =X I somehow got scolded by my dad n the consulate officer.. for not being able to sign my name properly.. All my signatures looks different.. T_T Damn it.. Then was made to sign lots of times on a few pieces of paper.. At last on the real document.. My signature is like barely acceptable.. But whatever.. My parents are forcing me to practice signing my own name.. T_T

After going to the consulate.. I went mongkok with my sister n her *ahem*.. I was shopping for my pair of glasses.. I was such a "lightbulb" there lo.. = = Finally manage to buy a 30dollar pair of glasses.. Wasnt that nice.. But its CHEAP.. =0= So its okay la.. =/

Friday to Sunday

Dont wanna say much about it.. Would like to keep it all to myself.. =]

Tuesday

I went Ocean Park with my sister, her *ahem* and 2 of her friends from SG.. 5 people and im like the odd one out.. Sobs.. T_T It wasnt fun.. We only managed to play all rides once only.. Thanks to those "aunties" n "uncle".. Seriously all of them are ageing.. Zzzz.. The Abyss wasnt thrilling at all.. Yawnz.. =0=

I never meant to let it get so, personal

Contact lens

2008-06-18T00:14:00.000-07:00

My contact lens set.My contacts remover! Doesnt it look like a toilet plunge? =X

I've been wearing contact lens since last Friday. OUCH! T_T

My eyes hurts man.. It doesnt feel good at all! It feels like something pressurising your eyeballs.. It Sucks man..

AND WORST OF ALL..

ALL THE PEOPLE SAY I LOOK BETTER WITH SPECTACLES! DAMN! T_T

I'm shopping for a spectacle without degree n a pair of shades.. Its like so expensive.. I'm budgetting it at below 100 HK dollar.. T_T

My sister returned safely from Nepal on last Saturday.. Should i thank God? =/

That idiot didnt buy me a single thing from Nepal. She bought things for all her friends, relatives. BUT NOT HER VERY OWN BROTHER, WHO HELPED HER n the ROTARACT CLUB as THE ONLY COMMUNICATION person.. I was the one who talked to that Nepal Host everyday to make sure that they are fine.. And help convey messages from various participants' parents to those participants in Nepal lo! EVEN the Vice President of HKU Rotaract Club has to ask me for help lo.. Yet that Idiot dont even appreciate me at all! N take me for GRANTED! DAMN YOU SUCKER!

I've got more to complain about my parents.. But i'm not gonna say so much about it.. I wish they would value me as much as my sister.. I am your child too..

I stole my sister's sunglasses to wear! Looks gay.. T_T

Hmmm.. ALmost Forgotten about FAthers' day.. = =

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY, DAD!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHERYL(16th JUNE) !

If the hands of time could just move in reverse..

sry

2008-06-12T09:30:00.000-07:00

Sorry peeps.. Havent update my blog for quite some time...

Quite many stuff happened recently..

I will just tell you all the main events..

Last Saturday, I argued with my mother again.. We had a cold war that lasted 2 days.. T_T
We argued over the route to my grandma's house.. DAMN! She doesnt even consider about my suggestion.. And I ended up soaking wet! GRRR!!

My mother is as biased as always! Even my pocketmoney is like a quarter of my sister's amount! Moreover her travel fees are like student price, n mine is like adult fee! DAMN INJUSTICE! GUESS WHAT? Now my mum dont even wanna give me pocket money! FINE!~ I dont need it! You just wont admit your mistakes, n never will you..

Tuesday was the last night class lesson for me! =] HAPPY GRADUATION! =0=

Wednesday, I went MongKok to meet Mr Ang for Lunch! He is the first one to come HK n visit me! OMG! I'm so happy to see him!~ He treated me a steak lunch! WOOTS! We chatted for like 2 hours or so! I felt so "Singaporean" when i talked to him, with those "la, leh, lo, sia, meh".. =X
Mr Ang said i slimmed down! LOLX!! SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT!! XD

I cut my hair too.. T_T

Thursday, I went Unicef to do volunteer service again! This time I was on the second floor doing filing.. The task is so horrible n tiring.. T_T But all thanks to Flora n Karen(not my sis), We managed to finished it by 6pm.. And Guess what? 楊千嬅 and 古天樂 came to Unicef as well! Argh! But i didnt manage to catch a glimpse of 楊千嬅.. Because I was too busy with my work n didnt even realised that she came.. T_T But i saw 古天樂.. NO BIG DEAL!~ Hahas! XD

Hmmm.. Wishes Yi Jing's Grandmother will get well soon!

N take care peeps!

I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.

Lemon

2008-06-07T01:17:00.000-07:00

It have been 85 days..

But i dont think anyone knows about that..

Time must have been passing fast for you people right? So fast that you all wont realised it..

I have been jailed at home for days.. And there are more "interesting" days to come..

At night, as I lied on my bed, thoughts just roamed my mind..

I begin to hate myself and my life..

I keep thinking to myself, "why i ended up like this?"..

Why couldn't i have both family and friends around me at the same time?

At the start of the year, when i was left in Singapore alone.. Without a family member, i must admit that life then was tough.. However, i always know that there are many besties of mine who i can depend on.. Spending their precious time just to accompany me.. Fostering a closer bond between us..

But now, I'm here with my family.. Away from my friends..

Why can i only have one around me? And not both!?

Its just so UNFAIR! ='[

Unwell-Matchbox 20

2008-06-04T00:39:00.001-07:00

Unwell -Matchbox 20

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like Im headed for a breakdown
And I dont know why

[chorus]
But Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell
I know right now you cant tell
But stay awhile and maybe then youll see
A different side of me
Im not crazy, Im just a little impaired
I know right now you dont care
But soon enough youre gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

Im talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know theyve all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow Ive lost my mind

[chorus]
But Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell
I know right now you cant tell
But stay awhile and maybe then youll see
A different side of me
Im not crazy, Im just a little impaired
I know right now you dont care
But soon enough youre gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Ive been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon theyll come to get me
Yeah, theyre taking me away

[chorus]
But Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell
I know right now you cant tell
But stay awhile and maybe then youll see
A different side of me
Im not crazy, Im just a little impaired
I know right now you dont care
But soon enough youre gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, Im just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
Im just a little unwell

good news

2008-06-03T23:41:00.000-07:00

Hey people! sorry for not updating the blog for so long..

I was busy with
1)RO
2)Filling those school admission forms
And i couldnt log in to Blogger for the past few days.. =/

I have got a good news to tell you all! I've got accepted by the school! ZOMG!! After 2 admission exam n an interview.. FINALLY..

The name of the school is South Island School. Its an international school.. I will be studying year 12, which doesnt require students to wear uniform! Which means i gotta go do some shopping for clothes! *grin* and also OUCH for my pocket money.. T_T

It is said that school will start around August 21st.. There's still around 2 months plus.. Argh.. Rots! T_T I'm kind of looking forward to the start of school.. =X

Yesterday my sister went Nepal to do volunteer service. She will be there for 12 days! *GRIN* Hahas.. Whatever it is.. All the best to you.. Best of luck! Take of yourself there! We will miss you.. *ahem ahem*

Someone play nameless ragnarok with me please! T_T

I miss you people loads! ='[

I cant forget how it used to be..

In memories, we lived...

Homebreak

2008-05-28T08:11:00.000-07:00

Argh.. I'm seriously fking bored..

I'm kind of sick of maplestory.. Sick of stucking at home.. Sick of my lifeless life..

My sister is going out everyday with her friends, shopping, snorkeling, etc.. Such contrary to my life.. Sigh.. T_T

I know i shouldnt blame anyone, but myself..

I really wanna go out n play la..

I miss hanging out with my friends..

Whats the difference between "prisonbreak" n "housebreak"? They seems the same to me.. =[

ts holiday in Singapore.. You all should be going out n catch a movie or something right? Eh.. Dont forget about me leh! =[

I wanna watch the Chronicles of Narnia:Prince of Caspain!! =[

Hope that my mum will let me get out of the house alone.. Dont really like to always go out with her.. Makes me feel that all my youth are loss.. T_T

And i SO WANNA complain about the stupid AH PEK in Unicef! He is such a cock-blocker lo! DAMN HIM! He is like so kpkb lo!! SMACK HIM LA!! But i'm glad that not only i hate that man, other volunteer workers hate him too! =X

AH PEK! YOU SUCK!

I downloaded NLRO.. I made a sinx already! All thanks to Rachel! =]

Stares out of the window, reminisce about the sweet memories of my friends..

Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they

2months

2008-05-22T07:43:00.000-07:00

Awww.. D: Havent blog for a long time.. Its time to roughly tell you all about my week..

Last thursday, when im working as a volunteer in unicef.. Received a phone call from my mum, she told me that im having school admission test and interview on the 20th May.. N guess what? Its admission test round 2.. Testing subjects like English, MAths and Science(SSS)... OMG!? Wth!! I dont study bio.. N i dont take pure sciences! X_X I'm like so dead, hopeless, doomed..

I rush back home right after work.. Then started to panic.. Trying to dig out textbooks to study.. T_T Its like i havent been studying for the past half a year.. I've forgotten all my maths formulas, my organic chem, my physics formulas.. DAmn it! X_X 4 days to prepare for so many subjects n draft out an interview.. Its like totally crazy..

Started my mugging days... I'm in my room, trying my best to concentrate to study.. N there outside in the living room.. My family is watching TV.. laughing at the top of their voices.. ARGH!! So inconsiderate.. *ROAR!!* They even went on a family feast with all my relatives without me.. T_T I'm so guai lo.. Stuck at home n mug..

How was the test n interview?

The interview wasnt good.. T_T I was quite hesistant with my answers.. ( lack of confidence n bad language fluency) In the end.. I only took English exam.. Sigh.. I hope i will still get into the school.. *prays hard*

AND AND AND!!

DO YOU ALL KNOW SOMETHING?

I have left you guys for 2 months already.. ='[

And Cheryl is like" Wah. Quite fast leh! " Argh.. T_T But my time pass like damn slow la.. = = So bored n lonely lo.. =[ *sobs* At least, I'm still alive.. I've endured 2 months of such torment! Gosh.. I'm strong! *applause please*

I MISS YOU PEOPLE SO SO SO SOoooo MUCHHHH!! ='[

Today, I got pissed off by some idiotic bastard in unicef.. ARGH! SO DAMN ANGRY LO! That stupid man purposely pick on me.. HATe you to the damn core of Jupiter! SUCKER! F Off la! AND people please beware! NEVER judge a person by his looks or his job! >=[

Overall rating for the week: bad!

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Almost forget to wish LeeKeat and all other NYJC peeps.. GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR GP EXAM! =D

AND..

Jia You to Cheryl, Rachel, Wei Neng n AH MA!

AND..

GOOD LUCK TO KAIMING N BENNY FOR THEIR CHINESE O-LEVEL NEXT MONDAY!! =]

THanks people for all your wishes for my admission test! =]

And She's got everything that I have to live without

12th may

2008-05-12T08:13:00.000-07:00

Sigh..~

I'm gonna blog about the few previous days..

Saturday ( 10/5/08)

I woke up at 7 plus in the morning and rush to Unicef to do volunteer work.. I was the first to reach there.. O_O Started the mission of lettershop 7000letters.. Everyone is like working at turbo speed.. @_@ Fold letters, paste labels, putting letter into envelopes, sealing the letter, counting the number of letters.. OMG OMG!! But we managed to finish by 1pm.. =D We are like so damn pro! =P Then the letters are sent out.. Woots.. I've completed 12 hours of volunteer work so far.. =] But i'm aiming for the gold award.. D: Jia You Leon!

After that.. Took the tram to Causeway Bay's SOGO to do some last minute shopping for Mother's day Prezzie.. >.<>

Sunday (13/5/08)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

My mum fell sick.. >.<>

Thats my fave VANILLA ICE CREAM BANANA PANCAKE! =D

At night we went to Maxim for dinner..

Argh.. i dont like my sister! >=[ Big bully! This is an exclusive photo of my retarded sister in napkin!

Monday(12/5/08)

Vesak day! Had lunch in Shau kei Wan n went swimming again.. T_T Bored..

Argh.. I'm such a Cam-whore.. T_T I cant stand myself.. =X

I’m searching for things that I just cannot see

Is it you?

2008-05-09T09:53:00.000-07:00

Cassie - Is it you? (Step Up 2 OST)

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to,
who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always

Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be this one I need?

Take for grant
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there S
omeone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Unicef

2008-05-09T08:42:00.000-07:00

Woah.. Have not blog for quite sometime.. >.<

I was busy with leveling and grinding in maple.. =0= My fire wizard is finally lvl 41! =P

*APPLAUSE PLEASE!*

Seriously i'm jailed at home.. GOsh.. I miss those days back in Singapore.. We always go out and play, catch a movie, etc.. >.<

Now my life is like going for night classes at Tuesday.. Watching news every night.. Going for swimming during usual afternoons.. I'm swimming FREESTYLE! Argh.. Such irony.. T_T SIANZ.. My parents barred me from going out.. Sobs.. ='[

Eh Eh! Good news! I succeded in wearing contacts.. I mean manage to put it in the correct spot of my eyes.. =0= But it still great improvement!! =D

* Standing ovation please* =0=

Woots.. I went to Unicef (The United Nations Children's Fund) to do volunteer work today.. I'm like so kind-hearted! =P Worked from 10am to 6pm lo.. 8 hours!! Full-time worker! LoLx.. I and around 10 other people gather to do some "lettershopping".. Filing in different letters, booklets and cd into envelopes.. There are some which are asking for donations for the cyclone disaster in Myanmar.. Cant believe that i'm doing a part to help those refugees there... Quite happy.. =] We did some coin sorting too.. Touching coins from Australia(heaviest coin), Japan, Singapore, Euro, British, etc.. XP I make friends with 2 other peeps.. Both 19 years old who just finished A-level.. One guy, one girl.. They are quite friendly la~ =D

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Yesterday I found this little note i wanted to give Leekeat before i leave singapore..

Eh Xiong Di! We have been in the same class since sec 2.. I still remember that you sit beside some radioactive banana in sec 2.. =X So ke lian.. During those sec2 days, it was really enjoyable.. Wei Neng, you, Clara and me are always chatting and gossiping away.. Damn funny.. XD

Hmmm.. Sorry about scratching you last time.. I've forgotten why i did that to you too.. But really regretted it.. Forgive me please.. =[

Sec 3, you were sitting 2 seats in front of my right.. THen we got this buy candy schedule.. To prevent us from falling asleep in class.. XD So memorable.. I still remember you did badly for your Amaths common test and was very upset.. Crying under the void deck outside school.. I gave you my packet of tissue.. So kind rite? =X Now your maths very good already lo! =D

Sec 4, you sat behind me from term 2 onwards.. JM, Rachel, you n me are always gossiping there.. XD Laughing about JM's vibrator-like eraser.. =X Going white sands with me after school to eat..

Early this year.. you came to accompany me during those "orphan-like" days.. THanks so much man.. You're always there for me.. Listening to my grief and consoling me.. Supporing me when i'm down.. Without you.. I dont know what will happen to me.. Wanna thanks you a million X infinite.. Must take care gurl! Best Buddies forever!~

I miss my friends

JAILED

2008-05-04T05:50:00.000-07:00

ARGH! I'M BLOODY CHEESED OFF!

JUST GOT FU*KING SCOLDED BY MY FAMILY!! =[

IT ALL STARTED WITH MY IDIOTIC, SICKENING, IRRITATING SISTER!!

I SERIOUSLY HATE HER TO THE DAMN CORE!! >:[

GOSH! I HAVE SO MUCH TO COMPLAIN ABOUT HER!! SHE JUST COMPLAINED TO MY PARENTS.. SAYING THAT I AM NOT STUDYING.. WTH!? I DONT EVEN HAVE A SCHOOL! STUDY WHAT SIA! THEN SHE SAY STUDY THE TRIPLE SCIENCE!! FUK LA.. STUDY FOR WHAT? WHEN I DONT EVEN KNOW WHETHER I HAVE A SCHOOL OR NOT.. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT SUBJECTS I AM GOING TO STUDY IF I MANAGED TO ENTER A SCHOOL.. AND THERE SHE GOES COMMANDING ME TO STUDY..

---------MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS LA----------

LET ME TELL YOU THIS: YOU HAVE NO AUTHORITY OVER MY LIFE! GET LOST!

SHE IS LIKE USING THE EXCUSE OF EXAM TO MAKE ME RUN ERRANDS.. I REFUSE, BUT MY MUM FORCE ME.. I FEEL LIKE A SLAVE MAN.. I GO DOWN TO THE MARKET LIKE SO MANY TIMES.. BUY LUNCH FOR THAT STUPID.. BUY GROCERIES FOR THAT IDIOT.. BUY TEA BREAK FOR THAT IDIOT.. BUY DINNER.. BUY YOUR HEAD LA! SUCKER! >:O

NOWADAYS I AM JAILED AT HOME! I SAID THAT I WANT TO GO OUT. THEN MY MUM DONT LET! MY ONLY OUTING IS LIKE SWIMMING? WTF! SHE SCARED I GO OUT WITH MY INTERNET FRIENDS.. WTH.. T_T I WAS SENDING MESSAGE TO ONE OF MY ONLINE FRIENDS.. THEN MY SISTER KEEP SCOLDING( FU*KING BUSYBODY).. SAY I ANYHOW GO GIVE MY NO. TO PEOPL N KNOW SOME UNKNOWN FRIENDS.. N THERE GOES MY PARENTS WITH THEIR NEWSPAPER ARTICLES CUT-OUTS ON PEOPLE GOT CHEATED BY ONLINE FRIENDS.. I GOT NAGGED FOR THE WHOLE DAY.. T_T

PLEASE LA.. I AM BIG ENOUGH.. I KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT OR WRONG.. I HAVE GOT MY SENSES TOO.. I WANT FREEDOM OVER MY OWN STUFF!!

LETS NOT TALK ABOUT THAT... SIGH...

HEY HEY!! I think my body is quite flexible! =X I seriously think i have the talent for dancing! WOOTS! I was like telling my mum..

ME: " MUM! YOU SEE! MY BODY IS SO FLEXIBLE!"
MUM: "SO? SO FLEXIBLE FOR WHAT?"
ME: " FOR DANCING!"
MUM: " WHAT DANCE? =/"
ME: " POLE-DANCING!"
MUM: "POLE-DANCING? YOU GO TO THE GAY BAR AND DANCE LO.. LET THOSE MAN TOUCH YOU.. "

ARGH.. SO "ENCOURAGING".. T_T

LOLX!! The pole-dance was just a joke.. i want to learn modern dance! D:

AND AND AND!! I ALSO WANT TO LEARN SKATING.. I WANNA BE A FIGURE SKATER TOO! =X

The way I like to have it my way

you

2008-04-29T10:23:00.000-07:00

It have been 9 days...

During this 9 days.. I have tasted many different tastes.. Sweet, sour n bitter.. Its as if i am on a roller coaster ride.. Going up, down and turning upside down.. Feeling so high when im at the highest point.. Feeling so down, at the lowest point.. My feelings are so uncertain..

I was thinking of you all day.. Wondering if you are thinking of me too.. =/

I wonder if you realised that your words are really harsh sometimes.. Though it may just be a joke or something.. I must admit that i was quite hurt.. Perhaps i am the one who is over-sensitive.. =[

Sometimes, i wonder if its too fast.. Its only the 9th day.. How much do you know about me?

Are you certain about your feelings? =/

Whatever it is.. Sorry about that night.. I was real emotional.. Hope you wont mind..

Anyway.. Thanks a lot for that day.. You made me smiled like no others.. =]

You got me under your spell

When you look me in the eyes

2008-04-28T07:39:00.000-07:00

Jonas Brothers - When you look me in the eyes

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I can't make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To become a better man?
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

Every day, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh

EXAM

2008-04-28T05:34:00.000-07:00

Waaa.. I have not bloged for a week.. =/

What happened this week?

Hmmm.. Actually nothing much happened this week.. The week is better than the previous week.. In terms of my mood.. I wasn't that emotional this week thanks to someone who somehow managed to brighten up my day..

I cut my hair last tuesday.. Now is like damn short.. ARGH!

I went to the school that i applied and sat for the admission test. It was essay writing.. Hmmm.. I think i should be able to pass.. =/ But not sure whether it will be better than others.. =/ Hope i will get in to that school! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!

Anyway.. THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO WISH ME GOOD LUCK FOR MY EXAM! =]

To you: I know you will be reading my blog, since you always say that my blog is dead. Thanks so much.. you're really nice.. you make my day! =]

It's time I let my fences down

1 month

2008-04-21T07:20:00.000-07:00

It have been a month.. Since i left you people.. But those memories i have with you people still remain as vivid as ever.. We've been through so much together.. The happy and memorable days in school, fooling around, studying hard, gossiping together..

Everything was TOGETHER...

However... Now we are in our separate ways.. We can no longer be together..

Now I walked the empty streets.. All by my own..

I cant depend on anyone.. Cause i dont have anyone to depend on too.. When i fall down.. i gotta to stand up by myself n continue to stagger on..

If you ask me how are you.. I would reply that im fine.. Cause i dont want you guys to worry for me..

Actually it isnt so.. But what else can i say...

SO WHAT IF I SAY I AM SO DAMN UPSET ABOUT LIFE? SO WHAT IF I SAY I AM EMOING EVERYDAY? SO WHAT IF I SAY I AM BREAKING DOWN? SO WHAT IF I SAY I MISS YOU PEOPLE LOADS LOADS LOADS? SO WHAT IF I WHINE TO THE WHOLE WORLD ABOUT MY LIFE? WILL THE FACT EVER CHANGE? WILL I BE BACK THERE WITH YOU GUYS?

NO NO NO!!! THE ANSWER IS A STRAIGHT "NO!"

Ever thought that i can grow accustom to this loneliness, i was really naive.. They say it will be better in time.. but it isnt so... This loneliness still haunts me every single day.. The sleepless nights.. or waking up in my worst nightmares that filled with extreme loneliness..

I hugged the red mushroom tight.. Those tears just fell helplessly.. So much flashbacks running through my mind.. Those warm n sweet memories have become sharp contrast of my life now.. Making my heart ache each time..

I've try many times to look on the bright side.. But sometimes my mind just couldnt help thinking those negative stuff.. I seriously hate myself..

Fate is cruel..

I hath endured a month of torment... how long will it continue to last?

Im losing grip...

the week's happening

2008-04-20T10:27:00.001-07:00

Waaa.. Havent blog for almost a week.. Let me tell you all those special events that happened in the week..

Tuesday (15/4/08)

Argh.. I went to the optician trying to wear hard contacts again.. but i failed again.. The optician is really pissed off by me... =/ I kept trying to wear the contacts but always dint manage to put it in the correct spot.. AH.. Seriously im dumb.. T_T Im like bringing so much trouble to the optician.. Sigh.. Should i give up? =[

Wednesday(16/4/08)

Wheees.. I got myself a little twin brother! =P We've got the same birthday, but different year.. He is a year younger than me.. But i dont want ot be so old sia.. So decided to be elder twin brother to hide my old age.. T_T My little twin brother's name is Andy.. I've found the shocking resemblance between him and me.. Our thinking are quite alike.. With elder sisters that born in the same year n month.. = = Such coincidence man! And can you believe it? We got the same height too.. @_@ Its really nice to have someone so similar to you.. I guess.. Cause they will tend to understand you more.. =]

Thursday (17/4/08)

Here comes my room's new aircon! XD

Friday ( 18/4/08)

I think something happened.. But i forgotten what happened.. Argh... I guess i have 少年痴呆症.. T_T

Saturday(19/4/08)

OMG!! BLACK RAINSTORM SIGNAL PLUS LEVEL 3 TYPHOON!! The wind is seriously damn strong la! My umbrella perished in the battlefield.. = = Then I was like drenched from head to toe.. WTH! Called leekeat around noon today.. Talked to shuhui as well.. They are like getting ready to go to the stage and be the prize presenter or something like that.. Hahas.. Its really great to hear that you people are doing fine there.. Must Jia You leh! =] Miss you all lots..

Under the rainstorm n typhoon, my parents, their friends n me went to Lau fau Shan ( new territory) to eat seafood! GOSH! the seafood is damn nice la! The taste is so memorable.. Especially the Cheese prawn noodle... Simply mouth-watering.. =D Be jealous~

Sunday(20/4/08)

My sister and I along with some other HKU rotaract club members went to a hospital to visit those kids with mental problem.. Argh.. Im so kind hearted right? =P Those kids condition are like much more worse than i thought.. Its different from those you see in the street outside.. The experience is much different.. Trying to explore their little world of themselves.. Interacting with them is very difficult.. They are like not very responsive or over responsive, screaming and pull your specs, drooling every second... They just couldnt help it.. So pitiful.. The experience is really unforgettable.. Felt quite miserable after that.. =[

Thats all about my week.. Hmm.. Almost forgotten that Im having school admission test on the 28th April! It is an english written exam.. OMG! HELP!! T_T MUST HELP ME PRAY!

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul

Cheung Chau

2008-04-15T11:00:00.000-07:00

Hmmm... Seems like i havent blog about my life for quite sometime.. =/

Last friday.. i tried wearing hard contacts.. but failed again.. T_T then walked from tsim sha tsui to mong kok.. Thats like 4 mtr stations lo! But for some splendid shopping.. it definitely worth it! Im currently eyeing for a really nice button type short sleeve shirt that can act like a jacket then inside you can wear those casual t-shirts.. But i still couldnt find one that is less costly and nice.. However, i got 4 t-shirts! =P So i was quite satisfied with the rewards!

Saturday? Nothing special.. Went grandma's house as usual.. =/

Sunday! I went Cheung Chau, an island in HK.. It was my first time there.. I didnt go with my family.. I went there with my dad's friend's family n some of her relatives.. Hmm.. She is quite a nice n kind lady la.. Brought me along.. Cheung Chau is like quite okay la! You will be able see things there that you cant see in the city..

I was the oldest kid there.. Argh.. Im old.. T_T We went cycling.. There was something wrong with my bike so i couldnt speed as i like.. = = It reminded me of how we all cycled in east coast park back in Singapore.. How some slowpoke cycle ( pointing finger at kailing).. =X

Awww.. I really miss you all man.. Wish that you all were here cycling n playing with me.. =[

Eh.. Must practice cycling leh Kailing! Next time when i come back, you must cycle faster than me leh! =P

The little boy is cute rite? Hahas..

That night.. I have been thinking a lot.. Got me really emo.. Sobs.. ='[ I couldnt help feeling that horrifying loneliness when i thought back about those special, warm n jovial moments we had together in singapore.. I tried hard to control what my thoughts and emotions.. But i failed.. Im sorry..

Hey peeps! I miss you all lots man! Anyone missing me?? =[

My heart is a battleground

New song..

2008-04-13T06:51:00.000-07:00

*AHEM AHEM!*

There is a ~New Song~ on my blog..

Please wait for a while for it to load.. =X

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreamsYour voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

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The song quite emo n nice rite? Gives me that gothic feeling.. =O

There's an empty place in my heart

second lesson

2008-04-08T09:44:00.000-07:00

Hmmmm.. Have not blog for a few days.. Argh... Let me try hard to recall what happened in this few days.. Sorry if i cant recall everything.. =/

Starting with....

Sunday( 06 April)
I woke up like 11 plus am.. Wow.. So "early".. LoLx.. I have always been waking up late.. T_T Going to turn into a lazy pig soon.. *Oink Oink* (^(oo)^) Then went to Shau Kei Wan to eat lunch again with my dad.. As it is his favourite noodle stall named "安利".. A very famous stall that lots of celebrities visit.. So the queue outside the stall is always damn long n crowded.. After that went market to buy prawns for fishing! LOLX! Went back home afterwards.. n ready some fishing tools and gone down to fish.. Argh.. But i dont know how to fish.. the fish always gets away with the prawn bait.. T_T Didnt manage to catch any fish.. =( Other than that.. nothing special..

Monday( 07 April)
Weather was quite warm today.. Went swimming alone in chai wan swimming pool.. Took bus 85 to there.. 4 stops away if im not wrong.. So happy to swim cos i have not been swimming for quite a long period.. =]

Tuesday(08 April)
Went Jordan to see the optician again.. Testing the contacts.. Argh.. It is painful.. The contacts are hard one.. scratches my eyes.. T_T *pain pain* My tears keep falling sia.. X_X After that unsuccessful attempt.. Went mong kok for my night class.. I attend this every tuesday night class on book keeping, the basics of accounting.. I only had my dinner at 10.. ARGH.. gastric pain.. X_X

Ya.. Guess thats all for this few days.. Hmm... Buddy, hope you will get well soon.. take care..

My friend, hope you are doing fine in your new workplace.. take care..

To my singapore besties.. I miss you all lots.. ='[

I learn every time I bleed

Aim?

2008-04-05T00:03:00.000-07:00

Yesterday (4th april), is the Ching Ming Festival cum HK childrens' day, a public holiday in hk.

Woke up at 9.00am and went to Chai Wan to take bus to te graveyard to sweep tomb.. Its my first time going up the mountain to sweep my grandfather's tomb.. The queue for the bus is like damn f**king long.. We waited for quite some time before we manage to squeeze into the bus.. The graveyard is quite eerie.. High up in the mountain.. Rows of tomb laid along levels of the mountain.. I will never dare to walk alone in such place at night.. X_X That place is full of mosquitoes n those burning incense are damn suffocating!

*ITCH ITCH*

*SCRATCH SRACTCH*

*COUGH COUGH*

After that.. Went Central with my dad to help him carry some heavy stuff to kowloon.. I even accompained him to work.. *WOW.. im such a good boy!* =X In the end.. i only had my dinner at 11.20pm.. T_T What a childrens' day is this..

Today (5th April)

ARGH.. This morning.. I was seriously pissed off n was boiling with rage n hatred.. My stupid sister was scolding me.. Saying that i am useless and aimless in life.. I should go get a job and work.. Using all those mean words "費人" , "殘廢", etc.. ERM.. EXCUSE ME? CANT YOU SEE I AM TYPING THE SELF-INTRO FOR THE "DONT-KNOW-HAVE-OR-NOT INTERVIEW".. SO YOU BETTER SHUT UP!

LET ME TELL YOU THIS.. DO YOU KNOW WHAT MY AIM IN LIFE IS? ITS TO WIN N EXCEL YOU IN ALL WAYS! Im gonna be BETTER than you! YOU WATCH OUT!

Saturday schedule again.. Visitng my grandparents.. Quite boring.. Cos i dont really talk to my cousins.. =/

Here are some photos taken just now.. They are my grandparents n cousins..

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

Not again...

2008-04-03T07:05:00.000-07:00

Just now.. I went Jordan with my family to see the optician again.. But this time.. I'm getting my eyes checked too..

Sigh..

Bad news again..

That Optician said that my right eye's cornea has deformed.. causing my right eye's vision to be weaker.. OMG! The only way to stop it from worsening is to wear hard contact lens.. BUT NO WAY! i look damn ugly without specs.. =(

AND NOW... my mum used that excuse of saying my deformed cornea to confiscate my psp.. WTH! The optician already said that its not because of playing too much electronic devices... I was born to be so.. DONT BLAME ME! BLAME YOUR DNA! GRRR..

That Optician is really damn pro.. He can tell the degree of my short-sightedness with just looking into my eyes.. He claims that he is one of the TOP 10 optician in hk.. WOW.. BIG DEAL! He is like giving me FREE BIO LESSONS on the eye.. ARGH! you know i dont study bio.. = =

OKAY NOW!

I've just added another new deficiency into my list..

Currently in the list.. Asthma, Colour deficiency, Severely Oversensitive skin/skin allergy, gastric pain, shorter tongue than normal and 4 other main allergies..

gosh...

THANK SO MUCH AR, STUPID SISTER! TAKE ALL THOSE GOOD THINGS AWAY! LEFT ME ALL THE LOUSY GENES! WHAT A "KIND" SISTER YOU ARE! GRRR!!

I can't stand how much I need you

Libra

2008-04-02T07:54:00.000-07:00

The little description of the horoscope Libra.. Which is me! ^^

天秤座 (09/23 - 10/23)

天秤座由金星守護、守護神是維納斯，影響他們愛好追求和平和和諧的感覺，天秤座的人外型優雅，親切善良，對人慷慨，朋友緣極好，喜歡聽別人的傾訴，溝通力又強，只不過有猶豫不決的最大毛病。

他們事事要求平衡，和其他人維持深入關係是他的人生目標，他們最容易感染寂寞，很多時會有心靈上空虛，雖然分享是他人生的座右銘，可惜他容易流於將自己的一套想法加諸在其他人身上，正所謂用自己的尺來度他人的長短，天秤座的朋友要小心這點。

不喜歡作決定，因為他們不懂得如何決定，很喜歡逃避問題，猶疑不決，不知所措，不知下一步可以怎樣去做，他們又最怕寂寞，朋友對他很重要，女性天秤座希望伴侶最好廿四小時陪她。

You see.. Libra is scared of being lonely.. Thats why im scared too.. (thats an excuse) =X

Sorry about the previous post.. Its just some family problem.. Dont worry about me.. Thanks so much for all the concerns.. I'll be fine no matter how bad the situation is.. becuase im Leon Wu! =P

I'm afraid to give love another try

worthless me..

2008-03-31T09:08:00.000-07:00

I'm never loved..

I'm never treasured..

I'm never appreciated..

I'm worthless..

The things i do are never deemed as right..

I'm lost..

Living in this world of reality and cruelty..

With a pierced heart bleeding deep inside me..

I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life..

I had enough of the pain and torture..

Even if I'm leaving this world...

The world still revolves without me..

With one lesser burden..

No one is gonna be sad..

No one is gonna miss me...

Life still goes on as per normal....

Therefore..

God..

Will you take me away with you..

To a NeverLand..

Some where I can find my comfort..

Please..

Take me away..

Alone.. in the darkness..

2008-03-31T04:16:00.000-07:00

How am i feeling these few days?

Sad to say.. Still the same..

Lonely..

and.. Bored..

Yesterday..

I accompanied my father to some place to eat lunch.. Then went to visit my grandparents.. Had dinner there.. My stupid psp battery went flat.. Zzzz.. So i was like staring into blank air all the while.. The game "crisis core: final fantasy VII" is quite exciting n nice.. Storyline was quite well written.. Definitely a recommended game!

As for Today..

Went Kowloon tsim sha tsui for breakfast.. A real hearty breakfast.. Afternoon we went to see the optician.. As my stupid sister claims that her old specs is too ugly and wants to change a new one.. BLAH! BIASED! GRRRRR! Nothing much already.. I know my life is dull n boring.. =(

*HEY! Anyone miss me?*

Sad that here in hk.. no one goes out with me.. I really miss those hanging out man.. Now im like behind bars.. stuck at home... Sigh.. =(

No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you

Im really lonely..

2008-03-28T05:51:00.000-07:00

Nowadays.. I'm really sad.. especially these few days..

My mum and I had frequent arguments that always ended up with a cold war.. No one here cares for me or understand me.. I felt so empty, lonely, cold and sad..

I couldnt sleep at night cos I was just too sad and many negative thoughts were running wild in my head..

Life is indeed terrible, horrible and miserable. Ever since i came back to HK, I've never tasted sweetness before..

I really miss my friends in Singapore..

It has been a week since I left you people..

Now that I am all alone..

I wish that time can reverse... to those days we had so much fun together..

But i know its impossible..

We gotta move on our separate ways..

Yesterday, I couldnt sleep.. It was 6.00am.. I was damn depressed.. Wanted someone to talk to.. I held my phone.. wanted to call you guys in SG.. but my phone isnt registered to do so.. It got me more depressed.. I've got no one to talk to.. =(

Now all i could wish for is someone who i can talk to.. someone who cares or understands me.. someone who can spend their time with me..

Would you answer my prayer? =(

But will like to thank oscar for attempting to cheer me up.. Thanks!

just another boring n sad day...

2008-03-27T09:30:00.000-07:00

This morning(27th March), my mum n i took a cab to the south island sec.. The school was WOW.. An indoor swimming pool located rite inside the school.. I guess those kids there are BLOODY RICH.. They take taxi home from school.. WTH!! RICHIES!! $_$

Then we went in the general office.. At first i thought that indian sitting over at the counter was a girl.. But when i got closer then that indian asked "Good morning.. may i help you?" WTF! Its a male sissy voice! GOSH! That indian is a male.. He is like damn sissy.. the way he speaks will send shivers down your spine.. I can confirm he is gay.. = = What a "nice" person they have choosen to be the counter.. I submitted my form n he told us that we can leave... Phew..~

Pray hard that they will accept me.. but i need to go through interview before i get accepted.. X_X

Took a bus after that.. The bus interval is like 30min!! OMG! O.O Its because the school is located on the hill/mountain.. Not much people living there.. Even there is.. Its those high class richies who own like a few cars in those bungalows.. Causing the demand for bus to be low..

Around noon time, we went to tai koo.. My mum bought 2 shirts for my sister from G2000, its like bloody expensive man.. BIASED! =( Headed for jusco later to eat.. I was real hungry that time.. My mum said she need to go to the washroom.. so i sat down on one of the seats n waited.. n waited.. n waited.. waited for quite some time.. then she came back with her bowl of noodle! WTF! I've been waiting for her so long.. my stomach have been growling so long to wait for her to come back from toilet! N WHAT!? She actually went to buy her own food without me.. I was damn angry n confronted her.. In the end.. of cos i lost.. parents are always "right".. they are "NEVER WRONG".. Haiz..

Other than that.. Nothing special about today.. Im really bored.. =(

SOMEONE DATE ME OUT PLEASE!! TAKE IT AS A BEG OR WHAT SO EVER.. = =

I miss my friends in Singapore.. =(

Idontknowwhyiammissingyoubutyoudontseemtocareaboutmeatall

bored..

2008-03-26T07:47:00.000-07:00

Im seriously damn bored.. = =

My everyday rountine is like... Wake up at 12 noon.. Brush teeth and wash face.. then i will sit down... open my physics textbook and stare blankly at it..

After staring for an hour or so.. i'll eat my lunch.. = = and continue my bloody staring game till 5.30..

5.30 is the time for inhaling some fresh air.. I'll go down to the park n jog for a while.. Hopefully it will help me to work off those FATS..

6.30 cantonese news..

7.30 english news...

ARGH.. gimme a break!

Im seriously fuking bored... Someone date me out please.. T_T

Tmr my mum n i will be going to the south island esf school to hand in the application form.. I'm worried that they will like interview me straight away.. DAMN SCARED LA.. It is said that interview is definitely a must, but dunnoe when.. They may even need me to sit for examination.. Oh Gosh.. Hope i will make it.. If not.. I can say goodbye to my future.. PRAY HARD THEY WILL ACCEPT ME.. x_x Must pray for me too!

To anonymous( if you ever read my blog): you're really special! ; ) All the best to you.. Rmb dont shake your leg! =X Take cares..

Here are some photos taken on that little bday celebration..

To You..

2008-03-25T06:09:00.000-07:00

To you..

You're too late to realize you are wrong.. Its too late to regret.. Its too late to change.. Its too late for everything.. I had ENOUGH of you!

I will never forget how you treated me.. I will never forgive you.. NEVER.. There are just too much scars on my heart.. And I dun need you to mend it.. GET LOST!

I really HATE you!

You dont have to do anything for me to forgive you.. Cos its USELESS.. Stop daydreaming that i will forgive you..

Stop pestering my friend to find out about my conditions.. Acting like you are so kind n caring.. It really makes me wanna puke.. So what if you know? It doesnt make any purpose.. ITS JUST TOO LATE!

You are really irritating..

Stop interfereing with my life.. Im NEVER yours.. Go away... SHOOX!

tHe ThirD DaY

2008-03-23T09:32:00.000-07:00

ytd i went to visit my grandparents with my family... nothing much actually..

Today went to tsim sha tsui with my parents to yum cha with my aunt n her daughter ( my cousin). My parents have been complaining about my dieting habit.. but I still got that small tummy.. thats why i still need to slim down!! After that I went to have a hair cut at Jordan...

Let you all have a look at my new hair...

At night..i followed my sister to her friend's bday celebration in causeway bay.. I was damn bored n i seriously feel damn EXTRA.. Like its not my friends.. n i think i have serious social problem.. =/ I kept quiet the whole dinner.. plus i cant really catch what they say.. Argh.. im slow.. I kept watching my watch for the time.. Praying hard for the time to past faster so i can go home.. =X Later we went world trade centre to take some neoprint.. my sister wanted it.. BORING....

I still miss you all loads... Come hk to visit me please.. ='(

Torn apart...

2008-03-21T23:14:00.000-07:00

Now im back in hk.. Feeling so sad n lonely.. I’ve got no friends here.. I’ve got no one to talk to.. No one to hang out with.. No one is gonna care for me.. I held that handphone tightly.. Wanted to msg my friends as usual.. ARGH.. I cant msg.. I really miss those sms-ing days.. Hearing that “receive msg” tone.. Haiz.. I guess no one will understand how I feel..

20th March.. Thanks Rachel, Ceputra, Si Hui, Kwang Hong, Sian Ru( He is having a fever), Yi Jing, Wei Neng, Cheryl for turning up at the dinner at popeye.. The fries is seriously damn nice! Too bad.. That may be the last time I gonna eat it.. We posed for quite some photos! Thanks God wei neng brought his camera.. I lost my SD card the day before.. T_T

21st March.. Leekat, Cheryl n Kaiming came overnight with me.. They so good sia.. I’m so touched! I was so high at night.. And they were like so tired.. Dark Panda eyes.. =X Walked from terminal 1 to Terminal 2.. Cos Leekeat n Cheryl were graving for Mac Hotcakes.. = = We keep chatting till 3am.. Then kaiming was damn tired n took a cab back home to sleep.. Anyway thanks for coming to ton with us! You’re really great! =D Then we walked back to terminal 1.. Cos leekeat n Cheryl wanna go back to terminal 1 to sleep.. LoLx.. I was still very high sia.. No need to sleep..

It was time to leave….

Yap ah ma, Eileen mammy, Cerlyn, Madeline, Wei Neng, Yi Jing, Wee Ting n Samuel came to send me off.. ( of cos Cheryl n leekeat were there too) Waaa.. Thanks for coming! I am very touched.. =’) It was like early in the morning 6.00am... Not everyone can wake up so early just to send a friend off..

We took our last pictures together…

I’ve gotta go…

The last hugs…

Those tears in our eyes..

Those memories in our hearts..

Though its farewell..

I believe its not the end..

Its fate that allowed us to meet..

So I believe in fate once more that it will allow us to meet again…

We bidded farewell in sadness n pain..

I was torn apart..

Broken down..

I wont forget the days we had together..

Friends are Friends forever..

A lifetime is not too long to live as friends..

I’ll miss you all lots..

Reached hk at around 11am.. Took a cab back home.. N went to clubhouse for lunch.. Visited my grandma during the afternoon.. I told my mum I wanted to eat dinner outside cos I have not eating those hk food for quite some time.. She scolded me at once “you think we veri rich ar? May be we gonna sell this house just to pay your school fees!” OKAY! FINE! DUN EAT LO! DUN EAT ANYTHING! YOU HAPPY? BIG DEAL!

N my mum confiscated my laptop.. she gave it to my sister.. Haiz… I was seriously damn sad n bad mood man.. So I went down to the sea side just below my house for a walk.. Trying to cool myself down.. Thought of my friends in Singapore.. Tears started to fall again.. I REALLY MISS YOU ALL MAN! =’( No one is gonna comfort me already.. Im learning this self-consoling.. Haiz… Life is terrible without friends around you…

Missing you all…

4 days left..

2008-03-17T07:07:00.000-07:00

Have not been blogging for the past few days... Let me try to recall what i have done for the past few days... =/

14 march 2008

Went out with yijing, leekeat, weineng and sianru to vivocity! I skip my lunch on that day cos they all dun want to eat.. then i also didnt eat lo.. cos i wanna jian fei too! =X We went arcade to play, but i didnt spend a single cent. Hahas.. No money to play arcade la! Save money to study! = = Leekeat n weineng are both pro in crisis 2! their aiming damn good lo.. If i have half of their skill i veri happy already! Hahas.. Later we all gathered n sit down to play the spot-the-difference game.. It is seriously difficult okay.. But all of us not bad la! Especially wei neng! We went to watch JUNO.. the movie quite nice la.. but got some "dirty" scenes.. Make sian ru "open" his appetite... LOLX!!! XD

After that weineng, yijing and sianru went home. leekeat and me went to eat KFC... talk talk... then jiu go home le...

15 march 2008

Met up with galvin first, then valerie, leekeat, shuhui, kailing. went to east coast park. went to eat at macs first while we chatted. Shu hui lead us to east coast park sia.. So pro.. We walked through some quiet quiet void decks.. I thought she was taking kailing to sell sia.. Hahas.. cos sell kailing sure got lots of $$$.. 4 ppl in the family work to support kailing leh! Kailing sure worth the most! XP

In mac, leekeat n galvin share a meal.. Waaa... so sweet.. =X They were gossiping about someone's "TUCK IN".. LOLX!! =X After that we went to the beach n build some sand mountain and a damn sexy human figure shape( thanks to leekeat who started with shaping those 2 round hills)! Xue er was late!! Went cycling since kailing strongly insisted it.. in the end seems like someone cycle damn damn slow sia.. LoLx.. = =

Happy birthday to yijing! hahas..

GPS gathering..

2008-03-14T11:38:00.000-07:00

Ytd went to Tampines mall again to meet some of my fellow griffiths primary 6/2 classmates! We met outside seoul garden.. I was late sia.. But jefferson even later! Hahas.. Shazlin, Clifton, Gary, Ting Hui n Jefferson came for lunch.. They didnt change much actually.. Still as youthful, smart n friendly as ever! XD SO many went into good jc like vjc n tjc sia.. Aisha 2 pointer! Damn smart lo! Find myself so stupid.. T_T

Its kind of funny to see them again lo.. Hahas.. Got a weird weird feeling.. Dunnoe how to describe.. =X but its veri funny la! We keep talking about our classmates.. How they are now.. SOme funny stuff that happened during primary school.. Make me keep laughing sia.. XD Gary's reaction was so dramatic whenever his hands get scorched by those oil.. XD

Clifton, Gary, Shazlin, Ting Hui, Me and Jefferson @ Seoul Garden

After that we met javier, garner n wahida(i hope i spell her name correctly.. =X)! Then we keep touring around n went to the outdoor space area, sat down n have a chat.. Gary lie down on the floor n sleep.. then we ps him there n quietly run out.. LOLX!! It was ting hui's idea... I'm innocent.. =X but he woke up after a short time.. lolx.. Jia Jun joined us later.. He looks a little ah beng lo.. He only came to join us after his date with some njc girls.. = = So pro sia.. Then we walked around tm.. N eventually had dinner at Kfc.. Saw Aisha there! She was complaining aobut ashpenn for daoing her ever since he went vs.. XD Jj's ic keep on getting missing.. LOLX!!! Damn funny la.. XD

Actually we planned this outing on the same day at 2 plus am! LoLx.. Consider it quite a success! Sorry for the short n sudden notice too.. Anyway thx for turning up on that day n thx for the farewell gift too! Special thx to shazlin for organizing it. =) I wont forget my primary school friends too! I believe our friendship will last forever! All the best to you all! Stay cheerful old friends! =)

*happy birthday mad!~*

Happy bday to ah ma, mad n cerlyn!

2008-03-13T10:30:00.000-07:00

Ytd nite i went long john with cerlyn, samuel, ah ma.. Then mammy n cs were late! Long time never see them liaos.. Cerlyn is already attached lo! Wheeees~ Hahas..we wait for them til we so hungry la! Grrrr.. n that gir l at the ocunter takes her order damn slow la.. Ah ma n i were so angry with her! But long john food seriously not bad.. Had golden deal 3 ( chicken + prawn)! Hahas.. This photo was taken without permission.. Cerlyn eating fish! =X

After that we went mini bits ( i dun know the correct speling).. And they keep choosing this one that one, took a long time to buy enough stuff to get a membership card..

After that we went to the bus stop opposite tamp mall to meet kh, nic, mad n si hui! Kh veri nice, he bought a chocolate ice cream cake from swensens for the three bday girls sia! We walked through those void decks to find a place to cut that cake, but we eventually still gone to ah ma's void deck to cut the cake..

Waaa.. Sam wan burn my mammy... =X

LoLx.. Sam poses for cam... Cerlyn! this photo i take for you de! XDEh Ah ma! Dun play with fire! DAngerous!Why are those hands together? Lolx.. ah ma told me to delete this photo scared cerlyn sue her with this pic.. but i didnt... =X

The beautiful n delicious cake! =)lighting the candle and preparing to cut the cake~

YEAH! All the candles finally light up! thx to ah ma! Ah ma light candle damn pro lo! XDBirthday girls blowing the candles~Mammy damn strong sia.. Chop that ice cream cake into pieces.. the cake looks so artistic lik that! hahas! XD

The last photo~ Samuel not in pic cos he took this picture for us.. Sorry sam.. Gonna miss you all loads too.. kh, nic, si hui, mad, me ,yap (ah ma), cerlyn, eileen(mammy)... All the best to you all! Stay cheerful always! =) I wonder when will the next time we gonna meet again... ='( Sorry cerlyn n ah ma.. Didnt have time to teach you all cantonese.. I promise i will teach you all when you come hk or when i come back for holiday k? YOU ALL MUST COME HK DURING HOLIDAY K? MUST HOR! I BE YOUR FREE TOUR GUIDE! =]

WeiNeng n YiJing's bday Celebration

2008-03-12T08:52:00.000-07:00

On Monday.. I went back school with leekeat to collect my testimonial... Got talk to miss chua a little nia.. Then leekeat n i went to whitesand, tampines mall n century square to shop..

At 6.30pm, we went cafe cartel to celebrate wei neng n yijing's bday! Cheryl n wendy came too! We keep on chatting la.. Hahas.. Leekeat keep saying herself is Elva.. DAmn funny lo.. XD
LeeKeat, YiJing n wendy!~ Besties since sec2!

Wendy and me!LOLX! Yijing suggested to pose lik tat for sian ru! XD

Birthdaygirl n boy!Me and WeiNeng! Best Buddies Since Sec 1! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEI NENG!~

Departing...

2008-03-11T09:05:00.000-07:00

It seems that my departure from singapore is confirmed. I will be leaving on the 20th March which is next thursday.. Wont be coming back le.. T_T The flight is like 6.50am.. SO forget about sending me off... ='(

Sorry for this short n sudden notice. I will be going back HK to continue my studies.( i still haven enrolled into any school yet). Haiz.. Nevermind about it..

I would like to thank all my friends in singapore especially my close buddies for bringing such fond memories into my life during this 10 and a half year stay in singapore. Now that i am leaving, there are many things that i cant put down...

The things i cant put down are my friends, my friends and MY FRIENDS!!! They have made my stay in singapore a pleasant n memorable one. We have been through all those bitter and sweet times together. Friends who are always there for me.. Accompanying me when i am sad.. Supporting me when i am down.. Showering care on me all these while... Thank you so much.. I dont know how im gonna repay all your kindness.. Perhaps i will never be able to repay it.. Sob... ='(

I really dont bear to leave you all.. How can i lose you all? ='( Years of friendship.. ARGH!! You people have been big part of my life.. I can still remember those memorable times in school.. I really miss those days schooling with you people.. It is lik so FUN! Those memorable days will be kept safely in my heart forever.

Remember to come HK and visit me k? I'll try to come back to visit you people during my holidays too! I really do believe that fate will allow us to meet again one day. DOnt worry. But we are gonna face tougher challenges ahead.. do remember not to give up! All the best to you people!

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Fate brings us together,
and fate departs us.
But please remeber,
when we are in all parts.
The days that we spent together,
We will never forget.
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**GONNA MISS YOU ALL LOTS** ='(

Is it coming to an end?

2008-03-07T08:52:00.000-08:00

Have not been blogging for quite some time.. Have been cabaling.. Cabal is a not bad game lo! Recommended! PLay MERCURY SERVER! Many things have happened this few days.. My guardian wants me to move out soon.. their reason is the guardian's elder sister, who live in the same house, her health condition is worsening.. Thats the reson.. i know its kind of an excuse.. but whatever it is.. i think they dun lik me to stay there nia.. it seems its my fault that i distract their kids from study.. Haiz.. Have been cutting newspaper on room renting n pasted on a little book.. so i can keep record of those room renting stuff.. Found it so pitiful sia... T.T Why do i have to do all this by myself.. and i am all alone to face this man..

but today things turn up to be worse.. went simei to collect the poly package stuff from my ex neighbour.. n OMG part is that.. the school fees is lik 16.8k a year if you dun apply for tuition grant.. Btw tuition grant helps subsidise 14k a year but requires one to work in singapore 3 years after grad.. Which means i gotta go ns man.. oh shyt.. My parents said that the school fees its too expensive... they oculdnt afford it.. so may be i gotta go back to hk.. n study hk's type of ite named as ive.. ='( Omg.. I studies so much and all i worth is that IVE? WTH!! I asked my mum whether i can restudy sec4 and 5 in hk n take their exam to enter high school.. but my mum say that i couldnt catch up.. its just a waste of time.. T.T that means i may be leaving singapore for good man.. OMG.. how i am suppose to live in hk without you ppl in singapore.. ='(

Meeet the spartans

2008-03-03T06:38:00.000-08:00

ytd met rachel in tampines mall! Rachel wear that pink quite short skirt but not mini skirt.. Wow.. she still so tall sia.. = = Zzzzz.. We watched the movie " meet the spartans"... Sianz lo.. that movie sux! Waste my mponey plus popcorn money! GRRR!! *thumbs down* no story line.. some characters are veri forced into the story.. no link at all.. n the movie is lik oni ONE HOUR? short sia.. but the movie a little funny la.. dont lik their sexual humour.. not funny.. Btw.. Its my first time watching nc16 sia.. feel quite mature! hahas.. then we went east point walk walk.. n sat down play my psp.. We chatted about her chris too! She's going crazy chris.. Even buy calling cards to call over to malaysia.. hahas.. then went kfc for dinner.. We also went cheers cos rachel wanted to buy her calling cards again.. rachel spotted benson tay at the cashier! OMG! we quickly hide sia.. wonder what he is buying.. bet its condom! =X lolx. jus joking.. hahas! Thx to rachel.. i no need to stone at house on sunday..

TODAY's mood...

HAiz.. dun talk about it... =(

lonely day..

2008-03-01T06:11:00.000-08:00

haiz.. last nite at 5am i finally lvled up my maple share account.. 126 le.. sianz.. but will you really feel thankful and appreciate my help? i doubt so.. spend 5 hours in that armory training until brain dead sia.. = = just take it that i should train it cos i am too free at home? Am i really your best frend or someone you make use of? i really dont know.. Haiz.. Really miss those mapling days..

I lvled up in armory! lvl 126 got ifrit liaos!

today is another boring and lonely day.. first time staying at the guardian house the whole day on saturday.. got disturbed by those kids again.. they discovered that i got psp sia.. wtf! and started digging n ransacking my drawer again! WTH! SUCKERS!

IDIOT KID DIGGING FOR PSP IN MY DRAWER

Tonite's dinner was veggie n fish again.. Awww.. i just hate fish... I WANT MEAT!!! Haiz... Mum, I really miss your cooking! ='(

Veggie and fish dinner........ = =

I was in a bad mood at night.. those kids are worsening my mood... so decided to go down park for a walk..

Sengkang park at night..

I still remembered the song " your heart will lead you home" by kenny loggins in the tigger movie..

The lyrics goes like this:

Sunny days and starry nightsAnd lazy afternoonsYou're countin' castles in the cloudsAnd hummin' little tunesBut somehow, right before your eyesThe summer fades awayEverything is differentAnd everything has changed If you feel lost and on your ownAnd far from homeYou're never alone, you knowJust think of your friendsThe ones who careThey all will be waiting thereWith love to shareAnd your heart will lead you home Funny how a photographCan take you back in timeTo places and embracesThat you thought you'd left behindThey're trying to remind youThat you're not the only oneThat no one is an islandWhen all is said and one If you feel lost and on your ownAnd far from homeYou're never alon, you knowJust think of your friends The ones who careThey all will be waiting there with love to shareAnd your heart will lead you home There'll come a dayWhen you're losing your wayAnd you won't know where you belongThey say that "Home is where the heart is" So follow your heartAnd know that you can't go wrong If you feel lost and on your ownAnd far from homYou're never alone, you knowJust think of your friendsThe one who careThey all will be waiting thereWith love to shareAnd your heart will lead you If you feel lost and on your ownAnd far from homeYou're never alone, you knowJust think of your friendsThe ones who careThey all will be waiting thereWith love to shareAnd your heart will lead youWhere you belongI know your heart will lead you home

If you cant see then go to this link "http://www.stlyrics.com/lyrics/thetiggermoviesongs&story/yourheartwillleadyouhome.htm"

Last year... My sister was teasing me.. saying that this song will describe you next year( this year).. Zzzz.. quite true nia.. I am LOST somewhere far from home.. i can only depend on friends.. But they cant be always be there for me.. they have got their own life too.. how can be i so selfish lo.. spending a day with me in a week already veri veri good le.. once again thx leekeat and shuhui for ytd..

Today my mum didnt call me again.. wonder what are they doing.. Have they forgotten aobut me? Haiz.. guess so.. since they already have such a good daugther... clever smart pretty.. can earn lots of money for them.. why still care about the stupid ugly n useless son in sg? Haiz...

Dear mum n dad.. i really miss you lots... i promise that i will be good boy.. Pls bring me back home.. ='( And dear sister.. i really miss argueing with you.. pls take good care of mummy n daddy!

Out with leekeat n shuhui!

2008-02-29T06:51:00.000-08:00

Today met leekeat n shuhui at compass point! Must thank them for accompanying me today! Hahas.. Both ny peeps.. Good lo! Same class! Sure wont be bored de.. We did some shopping in compass point(seng kang).. Waa.. March lots of ppl bday sia! Can apply for bankruptcy liaos.. = = Then 3 cjc guyscome disturb us.. Keep talking n asking us some qn.. say what " boy! you rmb me or not? i same kindergarten as you leh!" = = lame.. impossible. they very disgusting lo.. unbutton de shirt then say" in cj unbutton 5 button also okay ar!" Zzz.. wth lo.. We got haunted from the 2nd floor to the first then to the basement.. one stupid guy even ask for my hp no. sia.. wth lo.. i not interested okay? GET LOST! Leekeat and shuhui in kiddypalace! XD

Then we finally managed to get rid of those guys at the basement.. But still walk around in fear sia.. Went kfc for dinner! Waa.. Very nice lo.. but veri fattening sia.. CRISPY CHICKEN! WOOTS! later around 7 plus.. We went to the park and play with those little kids! Hahas! so pai seh..

Leekeat and me in the playground! =) Its me climbing up the shaky slope! LOLX! Chatting in the playground! =)

Emoing in playground..

They went back home around 9.30pm.. Send them off at the bus stop.. Then they still have to transfer bus to go back home sia.. So touched that they come visit me today.. Thanks so much! Hahas.. They are really great friends of mine! =)

WARNING: DONT TOUCH MY COMP!!

2008-02-28T05:40:00.000-08:00

Ohh god... Everyday seems so bad... Life is kind of misery sia... Thanks to some people.. Would you just STOP IRRITATING and DISTURBING me!! GRRR!! You SMALL boy and the pri 6 boy DONT YOU DARE TO TOUCH MY COMP!! I was playing my maple and they kept pressing the buttons of my keyboard lo! Make my maple character die sia!! My 5% sia!!! WTH!! It takes lots of time to train 5% lo!! WASTE MY TIME n potion sia!! HATE YOU!! ROAR!! Stupid Violent kids keep smashing the keyboard.. Wth.. ITs very ex de lo! Make spoil then you know sia.. Their parents and my guardian think that i am "disturbing" their kid's study.. Wth lo.. I didnt tell your kids to come over one lo... They just come n DISTURB me.. =( Haiz.. The most terrible thing is i cant scold them lo.. I scold them then my guardian will hate me n throw me out of the house sia... sigh...

The small boy always cry n scream when i refuse to let him touch my comp lo.. Making him seems the "victim" and i "bully" him.. Sometimes he will scream early in the morning lo.. Wake me up in fear sia.. Wth lo.. = = THe Pri 6 boy just wont close his mouth.. He can talk the whole day.. Things that come out of his mouth consist of 40% pervert and disgusting stuff, 40% lies, 20% nonsense! He is talkative to the extent that the teacher have to tape his mouth in class using the masking tape; his tuition classmate punched him till his teeth drop cause he is too irritating.. *GRIN* Can you imagine it? Okay.. I AM ENOUGH OF IT!! Just seal your BIG mouth and Go fly kite! Wish that someday they will just GET LOST OUT OF MY LIFE!!! >:(

I WANT TO GO BACK HOME! I REALLY MISS MY FAMILY LOTS..

My First Entry

2008-02-27T19:40:00.000-08:00

Wheees.. Did i just created a blog? Omg... LoLx.. Yup yup! I have just crated a blog. Hmmm. Created it out of boredom. I AM SO SIANZ. Stucked in my guardian's house for like 24 hours a day for 4 days in a week. So bored sia. = = Online games also play until sianz liaos.. I am feeling quite emo lately too. Haiz. I miss my family! ='( Sobs.. Nvm.. Like you care.. = =

Isnt yoshi cute? Find it really cute sia! Yoshi looks so cute and cool with wings in super smash bros brawl! Like it a lot! =)