It have been 85 days..

But i dont think anyone knows about that..

Time must have been passing fast for you people right? So fast that you all wont realised it..

I have been jailed at home for days.. And there are more "interesting" days to come..

At night, as I lied on my bed, thoughts just roamed my mind..

I begin to hate myself and my life..

I keep thinking to myself, "why i ended up like this?"..

Why couldn't i have both family and friends around me at the same time?

At the start of the year, when i was left in Singapore alone.. Without a family member, i must admit that life then was tough.. However, i always know that there are many besties of mine who i can depend on.. Spending their precious time just to accompany me.. Fostering a closer bond between us..

But now, I'm here with my family.. Away from my friends..

Why can i only have one around me? And not both!?

Its just so UNFAIR! ='[