lonely guy.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Argh.. I'm seriously fking bored..

I'm kind of sick of maplestory.. Sick of stucking at home.. Sick of my lifeless life..

My sister is going out everyday with her friends, shopping, snorkeling, etc.. Such contrary to my life.. Sigh.. T_T

I know i shouldnt blame anyone, but myself..

I really wanna go out n play la..

I miss hanging out with my friends..

Whats the difference between "prisonbreak" n "housebreak"? They seems the same to me.. =[

ts holiday in Singapore.. You all should be going out n catch a movie or something right? Eh.. Dont forget about me leh! =[

I wanna watch the Chronicles of Narnia:Prince of Caspain!! =[

Hope that my mum will let me get out of the house alone.. Dont really like to always go out with her.. Makes me feel that all my youth are loss.. T_T

And i SO WANNA complain about the stupid AH PEK in Unicef! He is such a cock-blocker lo! DAMN HIM! He is like so kpkb lo!! SMACK HIM LA!! But i'm glad that not only i hate that man, other volunteer workers hate him too! =X

AH PEK! YOU SUCK!

I downloaded NLRO.. I made a sinx already! All thanks to Rachel! =]

Stares out of the window, reminisce about the sweet memories of my friends..

Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they

posted at 8:11 AM

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Awww.. D: Havent blog for a long time.. Its time to roughly tell you all about my week..

Last thursday, when im working as a volunteer in unicef.. Received a phone call from my mum, she told me that im having school admission test and interview on the 20th May.. N guess what? Its admission test round 2.. Testing subjects like English, MAths and Science(SSS)... OMG!? Wth!! I dont study bio.. N i dont take pure sciences! X_X I'm like so dead, hopeless, doomed..

I rush back home right after work.. Then started to panic.. Trying to dig out textbooks to study.. T_T Its like i havent been studying for the past half a year.. I've forgotten all my maths formulas, my organic chem, my physics formulas.. DAmn it! X_X 4 days to prepare for so many subjects n draft out an interview.. Its like totally crazy..

Started my mugging days... I'm in my room, trying my best to concentrate to study.. N there outside in the living room.. My family is watching TV.. laughing at the top of their voices.. ARGH!! So inconsiderate.. *ROAR!!* They even went on a family feast with all my relatives without me.. T_T I'm so guai lo.. Stuck at home n mug..

How was the test n interview?

The interview wasnt good.. T_T I was quite hesistant with my answers.. ( lack of confidence n bad language fluency) In the end.. I only took English exam.. Sigh.. I hope i will still get into the school.. *prays hard*

AND AND AND!!

DO YOU ALL KNOW SOMETHING?

I have left you guys for 2 months already.. ='[

And Cheryl is like" Wah. Quite fast leh! " Argh.. T_T But my time pass like damn slow la.. = = So bored n lonely lo.. =[ *sobs* At least, I'm still alive.. I've endured 2 months of such torment! Gosh.. I'm strong! *applause please*

I MISS YOU PEOPLE SO SO SO SOoooo MUCHHHH!! ='[

Today, I got pissed off by some idiotic bastard in unicef.. ARGH! SO DAMN ANGRY LO! That stupid man purposely pick on me.. HATe you to the damn core of Jupiter! SUCKER! F Off la! AND people please beware! NEVER judge a person by his looks or his job! >=[

Overall rating for the week: bad!

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Almost forget to wish LeeKeat and all other NYJC peeps.. GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR GP EXAM! =D

AND..

Jia You to Cheryl, Rachel, Wei Neng n AH MA!

AND..

GOOD LUCK TO KAIMING N BENNY FOR THEIR CHINESE O-LEVEL NEXT MONDAY!! =]

THanks people for all your wishes for my admission test! =]

And She's got everything that I have to live without

posted at 7:43 AM

Monday, May 12, 2008

Sigh..~

I'm gonna blog about the few previous days..

Saturday ( 10/5/08)

I woke up at 7 plus in the morning and rush to Unicef to do volunteer work.. I was the first to reach there.. O_O Started the mission of lettershop 7000letters.. Everyone is like working at turbo speed.. @_@ Fold letters, paste labels, putting letter into envelopes, sealing the letter, counting the number of letters.. OMG OMG!! But we managed to finish by 1pm.. =D We are like so damn pro! =P Then the letters are sent out.. Woots.. I've completed 12 hours of volunteer work so far.. =] But i'm aiming for the gold award.. D: Jia You Leon!

After that.. Took the tram to Causeway Bay's SOGO to do some last minute shopping for Mother's day Prezzie.. >.<>

Sunday (13/5/08)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

My mum fell sick.. >.<>

Thats my fave VANILLA ICE CREAM BANANA PANCAKE! =D

At night we went to Maxim for dinner..

Argh.. i dont like my sister! >=[ Big bully! This is an exclusive photo of my retarded sister in napkin!

Monday(12/5/08)

Vesak day! Had lunch in Shau kei Wan n went swimming again.. T_T Bored..

Argh.. I'm such a Cam-whore.. T_T I cant stand myself.. =X

I’m searching for things that I just cannot see

posted at 8:13 AM

Friday, May 9, 2008

Cassie - Is it you? (Step Up 2 OST)

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to,
who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always

Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be this one I need?

Take for grant
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there S
omeone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

posted at 9:53 AM

Woah.. Have not blog for quite sometime.. >.<

I was busy with leveling and grinding in maple.. =0= My fire wizard is finally lvl 41! =P

*APPLAUSE PLEASE!*

Seriously i'm jailed at home.. GOsh.. I miss those days back in Singapore.. We always go out and play, catch a movie, etc.. >.<

Now my life is like going for night classes at Tuesday.. Watching news every night.. Going for swimming during usual afternoons.. I'm swimming FREESTYLE! Argh.. Such irony.. T_T SIANZ.. My parents barred me from going out.. Sobs.. ='[

Eh Eh! Good news! I succeded in wearing contacts.. I mean manage to put it in the correct spot of my eyes.. =0= But it still great improvement!! =D

* Standing ovation please* =0=

Woots.. I went to Unicef (The United Nations Children's Fund) to do volunteer work today.. I'm like so kind-hearted! =P Worked from 10am to 6pm lo.. 8 hours!! Full-time worker! LoLx.. I and around 10 other people gather to do some "lettershopping".. Filing in different letters, booklets and cd into envelopes.. There are some which are asking for donations for the cyclone disaster in Myanmar.. Cant believe that i'm doing a part to help those refugees there... Quite happy.. =] We did some coin sorting too.. Touching coins from Australia(heaviest coin), Japan, Singapore, Euro, British, etc.. XP I make friends with 2 other peeps.. Both 19 years old who just finished A-level.. One guy, one girl.. They are quite friendly la~ =D

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Yesterday I found this little note i wanted to give Leekeat before i leave singapore..

Eh Xiong Di! We have been in the same class since sec 2.. I still remember that you sit beside some radioactive banana in sec 2.. =X So ke lian.. During those sec2 days, it was really enjoyable.. Wei Neng, you, Clara and me are always chatting and gossiping away.. Damn funny.. XD

Hmmm.. Sorry about scratching you last time.. I've forgotten why i did that to you too.. But really regretted it.. Forgive me please.. =[

Sec 3, you were sitting 2 seats in front of my right.. THen we got this buy candy schedule.. To prevent us from falling asleep in class.. XD So memorable.. I still remember you did badly for your Amaths common test and was very upset.. Crying under the void deck outside school.. I gave you my packet of tissue.. So kind rite? =X Now your maths very good already lo! =D

Sec 4, you sat behind me from term 2 onwards.. JM, Rachel, you n me are always gossiping there.. XD Laughing about JM's vibrator-like eraser.. =X Going white sands with me after school to eat..

Early this year.. you came to accompany me during those "orphan-like" days.. THanks so much man.. You're always there for me.. Listening to my grief and consoling me.. Supporing me when i'm down.. Without you.. I dont know what will happen to me.. Wanna thanks you a million X infinite.. Must take care gurl! Best Buddies forever!~

I miss my friends

posted at 8:42 AM

Sunday, May 4, 2008

ARGH! I'M BLOODY CHEESED OFF!

JUST GOT FU*KING SCOLDED BY MY FAMILY!! =[

IT ALL STARTED WITH MY IDIOTIC, SICKENING, IRRITATING SISTER!!

I SERIOUSLY HATE HER TO THE DAMN CORE!! >:[

GOSH! I HAVE SO MUCH TO COMPLAIN ABOUT HER!! SHE JUST COMPLAINED TO MY PARENTS.. SAYING THAT I AM NOT STUDYING.. WTH!? I DONT EVEN HAVE A SCHOOL! STUDY WHAT SIA! THEN SHE SAY STUDY THE TRIPLE SCIENCE!! FUK LA.. STUDY FOR WHAT? WHEN I DONT EVEN KNOW WHETHER I HAVE A SCHOOL OR NOT.. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT SUBJECTS I AM GOING TO STUDY IF I MANAGED TO ENTER A SCHOOL.. AND THERE SHE GOES COMMANDING ME TO STUDY..

---------MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS LA----------

LET ME TELL YOU THIS: YOU HAVE NO AUTHORITY OVER MY LIFE! GET LOST!

SHE IS LIKE USING THE EXCUSE OF EXAM TO MAKE ME RUN ERRANDS.. I REFUSE, BUT MY MUM FORCE ME.. I FEEL LIKE A SLAVE MAN.. I GO DOWN TO THE MARKET LIKE SO MANY TIMES.. BUY LUNCH FOR THAT STUPID.. BUY GROCERIES FOR THAT IDIOT.. BUY TEA BREAK FOR THAT IDIOT.. BUY DINNER.. BUY YOUR HEAD LA! SUCKER! >:O

NOWADAYS I AM JAILED AT HOME! I SAID THAT I WANT TO GO OUT. THEN MY MUM DONT LET! MY ONLY OUTING IS LIKE SWIMMING? WTF! SHE SCARED I GO OUT WITH MY INTERNET FRIENDS.. WTH.. T_T I WAS SENDING MESSAGE TO ONE OF MY ONLINE FRIENDS.. THEN MY SISTER KEEP SCOLDING( FU*KING BUSYBODY).. SAY I ANYHOW GO GIVE MY NO. TO PEOPL N KNOW SOME UNKNOWN FRIENDS.. N THERE GOES MY PARENTS WITH THEIR NEWSPAPER ARTICLES CUT-OUTS ON PEOPLE GOT CHEATED BY ONLINE FRIENDS.. I GOT NAGGED FOR THE WHOLE DAY.. T_T

PLEASE LA.. I AM BIG ENOUGH.. I KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT OR WRONG.. I HAVE GOT MY SENSES TOO.. I WANT FREEDOM OVER MY OWN STUFF!!

LETS NOT TALK ABOUT THAT... SIGH...

HEY HEY!! I think my body is quite flexible! =X I seriously think i have the talent for dancing! WOOTS! I was like telling my mum..

ME: " MUM! YOU SEE! MY BODY IS SO FLEXIBLE!"
MUM: "SO? SO FLEXIBLE FOR WHAT?"
ME: " FOR DANCING!"
MUM: " WHAT DANCE? =/"
ME: " POLE-DANCING!"
MUM: "POLE-DANCING? YOU GO TO THE GAY BAR AND DANCE LO.. LET THOSE MAN TOUCH YOU.. "

ARGH.. SO "ENCOURAGING".. T_T

LOLX!! The pole-dance was just a joke.. i want to learn modern dance! D:

AND AND AND!! I ALSO WANT TO LEARN SKATING.. I WANNA BE A FIGURE SKATER TOO! =X

The way I like to have it my way

posted at 5:50 AM