lonely guy.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Dear Diary,

It has been a year since I left all my friends...

MY TRUE FRIENDS!

I still remember how we broke into tears at the airport.. Hugged farewell.. Neither of us knows when we will meet again.. Years later, I may not even remember their faces, but I will always remember that, they were the ones who were there. BFF! <3

Love,

Leon :]

Must miss me leh!! Cos I will miss you all!
Jia you for your AL and poly k? Take care! :D

posted at 7:05 AM

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Update Update! XD

Argh.. I'm so fking bored!

School have started 5 weeks already..

I guess i'm slowly adapting..

At least i'm not alone during morning, breaks and lunch!

There are like so many things, i wanna say about the school..

From the school bus's fking irritating kids to my academic to SPL..

I'm not coping well with my Chinese Literature.. T.T
So Much content is about history of China..
Which i have no idea at all..
Wanted to give up..
But the teacher kept asking Vanessa and me not to change..
Sigh..

Economics.. My results will probably be the last in class..
Since i dont have any economics background at all..
Others did Economics in GCSE before..
I dont wanna be the last..
Gotta put in extra effort for Econs.. Add oil ar, Leon!

Halloween in Ocean Park..
Sobs.. ='[
The privilege ticket cost like 400 bucks..
13 of my friends are going..
I couldnt afford this sum ( i dont think it is worth it)
Paying 400 for just a few hours of joy?
I rather buy a pair of new shoes and stop wearing my stupid converse! =[
I kinda felt left out..
But its okay.... I guess...

Sports and Leisure
Cross country and Tennis!
I was wearing my converse and run/walk for my cross country in some mountain areas.. The path is so narrow.. If you slip, you will just fall down the mountain.. n say BYE to the world..
But the cross country was quite fun actually.. Eugene, Lewis, Carmen, Jasmine and I were like walking together.. In the end, our timing were like 38min? LoL! Thats good! At least we didnt get into the finals! XP
Tennis is better than what i thought.. But we kinda spent more time on picking up balls than actual playing.. Hahas.. I'm so NOOB! But who cares? XP

Maths test
Gosh.. I'm so upset..

Kissing Sweet Sixteen Goodbye in 13 days later..
I have not celebrated birthday in HK for 11 years..
How will it be?
I guess no one is gonna know my birthday in this new school..
So i kinda expecting a disappointing birthday!
Argh.. i dont know.. T.T

淡了............

posted at 6:11 AM

Sunday, September 7, 2008

I've finally endured 2 weeks of school life!

Everthing is going "fine". Yea, I guess.

Or is it just the start of another nightmare?

I dont know..

There are some things i really detest about the school.

They are...

1. CreativityActionService! DRIVES ME REALLY MAD!

Perform in front of the whole school? NO WAY!

2. A1 English literature. Definition of literature? Paradox? Personification? Prose? Definition of novel? Metaphor? Metaphysical conceits? Hyperbole? Imparatives? WTH are those things? 12 world literature texts to read?

Spare me from this torment please..

3. A2 Chinese literature. I kinda regretted choosing this subject. My Chinese isnt that great. Another pile of Literature texts to read.. Sobs.. T.T

4. I hate my maths teacher! He is stupid! He dont even know how to solve simple sums( even with a graphic calculator). I solved it that sum with a normal calculator n he seems very unsatisfied. He is just jealous that i am better than him. =X Even Mr Quek is better than him! I think i can be his maths teacher! =/ If i fail my IB maths, i will blame him! >=[

5. My English teacher is so....... "dont roll your eyeballs at me!" .. " do i expect an apology for that?"..

6. 16th September, Swimming gala. Everyone from the house has to participate.

7. Leave me alone, Homework!

But, at least now i have a few friends in the school.

Went out on friday afternoon, my only "entertainment". I cut my hair!~ After that i met my family in tsim sha tsui for dinner in the evening.

Suddenly, I feel so bored. I dont know why too. What is life all about? =[

posted at 12:17 AM

I changed my playlist.. it has 3 songs now..
One of them is Archie's Crush! I find this song really nice! =]

David Archuleta - Crush

I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

posted at 12:02 AM

Monday, August 25, 2008

I had my "Induction Day" today in the morning. My very first official school day in South Island School. I reluctantly woke up at 6.00a.m., start to prepare myself for school. My mum demandedme to leave the house at 6.40, when the school bus is only going to arrive at 6.55.. = = She insisted to tag along to ensure that i on board the correct school bus safely ( 好丟臉阿! 我又不是小學生! = =")..

The bus reached school at 7.30, but school starts at 8.00.. Then I stood at a corner of the IB centre, looking at those unfamiliar faces.. I seriously felt so uncomfortable and outcasted. All those students were like talking among themselves, while i'm so isolated. I hate it man! I miss my besties.. Recalling how it used to be.. Sigh..

We sat down for talks after talks.. It was really boring n dry.. I almost fell asleep.. T.T
At around 9:45, we were finally released to our own tutor groups, filling in those CAS forms.. STUPID CAS! We are supposed to complete 50 hours of Creativity(dance, drama, learning some other language, music, fashion show) , 50 hours of Action ( Sports), 50 hours of Service(volunteer work). I'm like so dead for CREATIVITY N ACTION! I'm neither a creativity person nor a sporty person. I'm so proud to tell everyone that i dont know how to play soccer! People go like "What the Hell!? *Speechless*"..

I followed Brian around today.. He is really a nice guy from my tutor group.. He brought me around the school during break n lunch.. Accompanied me the whole day, I really gotta thank him a lot man.. At least i didnt feel not that "odd one out".. I've gotta say the lunch is way better than HSC n Meridian!

We took a quiz later.. SIS pupils are really amazing.. They are damn smart! They can answer questions like....

"In which year is diet coke invented?"
"How many countries do the equator pass through?"
"Which country has the oldest flag?"
"Which capital is the nearest to the north?"
"If you travel west of Paris, which shore will you first reach?"
"Which country other than UK, doesnt have their countries' name printed on the stamp?"

Okay.. I couldn't answer even one out of those 50 qns? = =
I'm stupid! Singapore's education is really too rely on textbooks? Everyone just study the textbook and know nothing about the world outside.. Sigh..

We have like interhouse swimming trials on Thursday.. Damn.. I dont wanna swim, but everyone are required to participate in 2 EVENTS!

God bless me! T.T

Hope i can adapt to the new school soon..

and I wanna go out on mid autumn festival with....

posted at 5:40 AM

Thursday, August 21, 2008

School started on Wednesday. However, its just a waste of time as they just bring the new students around the school. This year, there are 25 new students including myself. International schools are really "INTERNATIONAL", among the 25 students there are students from Mexico, US, UK, Canada, Vancouver, Australia, Korea, Japan, Singapore and some are transferred from famous local schools. The school is capacious! They have like 5 to 6 basketball courts, indoor swimming pool, rooftop cafe, rooftop soccer court, 8 storeys high? I guess i'll most probably find myself lost in the school in the first few weeks of school. =X

My tutor group is 12N2! Noble house! XP

There will be swimming gala in Sept and everyone must participate in at least one or two events. *Screams* D:

Typhoon swept HK today so we didnt have to attend school today! NO MORE TREASURE ISLAND INDUCTION DAY! WOOTS!! X]

同埋.. 好多謝你阿! 想不到你會肯為我而做出對你自己咁困難的事.. 好感動.. Hope we can enter university together! Hahas.. XD 不過唔好有太大壓力阿! 加油阿! =]

May history never repeat again pls..

posted at 10:46 PM

Monday, August 11, 2008

FAMiLy OuTiNg On SatuRdAy tO CeLeBraTe My Mum n Auntie Fommy's Bday!

We went to 深井.. A place quite far from my home.. And its famous for roast goose.. =X
Somehow we took the wrong bus there.. =X We go like way past that place.. Heading towards the 屯門direction.. =X In the end we alighted at some stop n transfer a cab!

Somehow we missed Fei Lun Hai by 15min.. = = I heard from Uncle Zhang n Aunite Fanny that they came to the same restaurant as we were to eat Roast Goose.. N there are like quite many fans outside the Restaurant, screaming n yelling away.. DAMN IT! I MISS IT!

Its a 25 Ringgit coin ok? Real de! We found this in Unicef! ZOMG rare sight lo! There are other 1 dollar Ringgit coin which is damn big also. but not as huge as this.. =X